jean v. jean

i’m sitting in my cozy room right now looking through the windows and watching the light drizzle outside, contemplating whether i should go for my 6pm class or not. it was raining both yesterday and the whole of today and it was freezing (by my standards of ‘cold’)…it was so chilly when i was coming back from eaton centre after i couldn’t resist my urge to pack KFC (which was utterly disappointing – the canadians don’t know how to cook! they just threw the chicken and rolled it in salt or something) and on the way back, my hands froze from holding the icy drink that came along with the meal till i almost dropped it because i couldn’t feel my fingers any more. -_-’

as i blog, i’m simultaneously trying to work out my internal conflict on whether to go for an evening class that i’m really lazy to do so because i’m having my intensive classes this entire week (which converts to a multitude of readings that i can never finish)…and my course grade is based on my essay that i have to hand up and not the stuff that he covers in class…excuses, excuses, excuses…

and on the other hand, i hadn’t had time to do the readings for the 6pm class – so i guess the more i should attend classes and get a summary of what i had missed? if i start missing a class, i might just get into the habit of doing so? i know i’m here on exchange and i’m graded on a pass/fail basis which means that i can just do the bare minimum to pass, but i don’t think i’ll be too happy just to put in anything less than my 100%.

i don’t know man. i hate to skip classes – i just don’t think it’s me to do so, but the weather conditions outside and the pile of readings due for tomorrow’s classes doesn’t make it easy for me to decide. sigh.

i think i’ll just go for classes. whatever. sorry you had to read through this entry and watch me talk myself out of my dilemma and into going for classes – it probably didn’t make sense. lol.

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